Life haven't been the same since the results came out..
It is really disappointing and i don't blame anyone but myself..
Studying at the last minute really shows how much knowledge we managed to stuff into our brain and it showed in our results..
The looks on my parents face was just too painful to describe when they saw my results..
It looked like they have lost hope...
Even though they said "it's alrite, do your best next time", the pain which i gave them was enough to killed them..
It is the worst thing to do to your parents..
I can't forgive myself for that..
For a person who is always laughing n joking around, this seriously gave me the silent treatment..
I can't look into my mum's eyes..
The moment i see her, i will walked away and locked myself in my room...
I knw some of u guys may think its weird..
but i just can't face her rite nw...
I'm really sorry to for not coming online and chat with u guys too...even on Facebook..
I'm trying not to think about the results but it is slowly poisoning me within..
It is damn hurtful...
For wat i knw is we should not give up...
AS is coming soon..
Our results should be the factor which will makes us to realise our mistake for not studying properly and get us going!!!
It should be stuck in our head..
We can all do it if we put our mind to it and focus...
We shall help each other..
No matter what happens, we are in this together!!
It will take some time but, hey like ppl always say
"Rome wasn't built in a day "...
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! =)